Easter

God proved His love on the Cross. When Christ hung, 

and bled, and died, it was God saying to the world, 'I 

love you.'     -Billy Graham

A Few Words. (6 to be exact)

People will judge you. Who cares.

Chocolate fills cracks in the heart.

Do what you want to do

If you can, make a difference. 

Some leaves fall faster than others.

I can make it

I dream of chocolate rivers and cotton candy bushes while I am trying to get the one Ringpop to Mordor. The adventure had been going well until BEEP BEEP. Eyes crack open, check the time. It's only 7:20 school doesn't start for like 25 more minutes. 25 MINUTES!!
 I roll out of bed rush to the bathroom turn on the shower start brushing my teeth. The warm water on my back makes me tired.... no must resist turn the temperature of my shower freezing. Wake up. Get dressed. Grab my backpack and homework. Take 5 pieces of bread. Rush to my car. Back out of my drive way. Forgot my calculator. Run back to my room. Realize that my cloths don't match. Change. Run back to car. Run a red light. Have to park by tennis courts. Cold breeze makes me walk faster. Almost to class. Hope that roll hasn't been taken. Walk in sit down. It's too late. Tardy. (sigh) Attendance school.


(Oh Yes by Charles Bukowski)

Green Grass

Winters done 

Spring has come

Flowers bloom

School is over soon

Sprinklers on

Birds sing a song

Sky is blue

Love the view

Watch clouds pass

While laying on my green grass

I See You

I see you...... what do I do?

You're standing there at your locker, opening it. And while you try to remember your combo my mind starts to race and my heart stops. My body tightens up. My windpipe shuts. I'm losing oxygen. I can't think. People are just blurs as they walk past. I feel like I'm falling in a pit that has no end.

Everything starts to go dark..... I think this is the end.

But before I give into the darkness I see you look around and I see your face. All of a sudden a warm sensation goes through my body like when the sun comes out from behind the clouds. My mind becomes aware of the tiniest details of the pins that are in your hair and the color of eye shadow you are wearing. The lights of your eyes diminish all the darkness that surrounds me. You flip your hair and it's like an electrical current that brings my heart comes back to life.Your smile is like icy hot and my muscles and joints loosen and I feel like I could run for miles. You laugh and I remember how to breathe and feel like I could hold my breath for as long as I wanted to. This all happens in a matter of seconds. Before I know it you have already gotten the stuff from your locker and see me and come over to say hi. I reply and we walk down the hall talking about classes, movies and music.

Even though I to go through this everyday, it's worth it, because all that matters is I get to see you.

What If....

Sometimes being me isn't very fulfilling. I have always wondered what my life would be like if I were someone else. And I wonder What if:

I was taller.
I was stronger.
I was smarter.
I could jump higher.
I could run faster
I could hold my breath longer.
I had a Audi.
I had a Iphone.
I had a credit card.
I knew Calculus.
I knew how to talk to girls.
I knew how to do a gainer.

Would things be different?

One day I thought what if someone wished they could be me? Then I realized, it is pretty good to be me.

Spongebob Funnies

Got The Whole World In My Hands

Fred Randall from Rocket Man:

How to pretend to be sick

• Rub face excessively with blanket. Apply mom hand to face

• Position thermometer next to lamp light then stick in mouth. Show mom

• Dip thermometer in hot oatmeal then stick in mouth. Show mom

• Blow dry face until face becomes hot. Apply mom hand to face

• Wear multiple layers to show cold sweat

• Do Capri Sun challenge to display vomit

• Spin around multiple times and try to walk to show disorientation 

• Rub eyes frequently to show puffiness 

• Swallow powdered sugar to display coughing

• Apply make-up face to appear pale

• Play Just Dance to display achiness

Being Dead

Today is the day. I never thought this day would come. I have been trying to avoid it for awhile now. Oh well, I knew it I couldn't escape it. At least I will be able to show off my new suit that my wife bought for me. I wonder how many people will be there? I don't really feel like socializing today. Maybe I will just get my wife to do all the talking for me, she was always good at that.

I wish there wasn't so many speed bumps to this place, I keep hitting my head and it's giving me a headache. My shoulders are cramping up I wish I could spread my arms out a little but I can't. I'm getting claustrophobic with all these flowers around me, besides I don't even like carnations. Man, there are a lot of people here. It's going to be a pain trying to get past them all. I'm even having trouble getting through the door. I knew I wasn't going to enjoy this. I wish people had the courtesy not to blow their nose around me, do they know how many germs they could be spreading? I would prefer to be in the back somewhere away from these people. Why is my wife talking about me? Why is she mentioning the time I left the gas pump in my car and accidentally drove away? This is embarrassing. I want to leave. Yes, we are leaving.

This place we are at has a lot of rocks and stones. It's like a meteor shower just hit here. And one of the meteors made a whole in the ground in the shape of a rectangle. Interesting. I wonder whats down there. A few people help me down there with some rope. There's nothing down here. Why are they throwing dirt on me? I just got this suit. Ok now it's dark and quiet. I hope someone is coming to get me. But for now it's just me.

 One really is the loneliness number.